RANDOM

why do people only learn to appreciate when they have lost it once before? why do we have to learn our lessons in the hard way? why dont i learn to feel contented? the situation is taking a good change. i am unsure if it is due to the festive mood or it is a genuine make up. i dont want to be deceived anymore. i want to see, hear and most importantly feel the truth. i dont want to crash my hopes anymore. or maybe i am thinking too much and too deep into matters. the worst thing is i could be complicating matters and creating headaches for myself. is it time for me to let down my defence and embrace everyone into my new life? i want to try to re adapt but that incident is still there.

"the pen's lighter than the spade"